Now I really know why people call this a "battle". You don't really feel it until you are fighting it yourself. With football in full swing, it hit me.....I'm fighting a long, strategic, battle...that I will win. Why? Because I have the best play book in the league. His Word!! No secrets. No amazing will power, just the good old Heavenly Father, who is holding me in His arms right now saying...We got this Jen!!
When I was sitting in the "beautiful, brown, vinyl, chemo chair" this afternoon getting poked with needles. My beautifully supportive husband could sense the anxiety coming over me. He looked up at those IV bags full of the poison that would soon be running through my veins, and just started thanking and praising God for this healing medicine that is keeping me alive to watch my kids grow up and my grandkids. That was just what I needed to hear. He is the most awesome man that I could ever ask for. Thank you God for giving me the exact weapons I need to walk this journey. I know that none of it was an accident, from me falling in love with this man 17 years ago...the the neighbors that you have put in my life...to the developing of my love for photography...to the most awesome family anyone could ever ask for!!!!
Journey on.....
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